Sorry for the long absence from this blog. Just been busy about life and stuff. So here is a huge update for you all.
So, I have not posted much on here in a while and with all that has been happening to me, I figured I should throw out some updates.
My Birthday is coming up this Sunday. I am going to be 21, legally able to drink and just another year older. Yet I find myself sitting here questioning what I have accomplished, and I can not think of anything. I know I have a lot of life to live still. But i just wish I had one big accomplishment I could be really proud of by now.
In about 16 hours, My girlfriend is graduating High School, been super busy trying to help her get stuff together and finished. But also trying to find a good way to celebrate everything with her. She has been an emotional wreck about it. Up and down, happy and a a lot of sad. But it will be a fun day.
More news on moving, we are still moving to PA this summer. More specifically Elizabethtown. Family plans have us there no later than then end of July no matter what. So moving is coming on us fast.
Sticking with the happy news, been to the doctors a lot in the last couple of weeks. Even went to one out of state. But things are finally looking up sort of. The treatment they had me on worked, so I am on the road to recovery now. But it is still going to be a long road.
But with all good news comes bad news. For about 3 weeks now, I have been getting killer stomach pains at night. So I went to the doctors and got some answers. Turns out my metabolism, which is wicked fast is too fast. It is some genetic disorder that makes the metabolism fast but it causes stomach pains and makes it so I have trouble keeping weight on. I think in the last 3 weeks I have lost about 10 lbs or so. I keep eating more to try to keep the weight, but I am just having trouble keeping up with my body. So I have another appointment with my doctor to talk about some treatments, I guess pills or shots or something.
Other then that, been feeling kind of lonely and out of touch from my friends, family,acquaintances. and its my own doing. But sitting around at night, I feel the full weight of the loneliness I put aside during the day. I just get moods where I shut everyone out. so if you thought I was ignoring you or anything I'm not, It's just not a good month for me.
Anyways, that is pretty much how I am doing. Happy one major medical thing is over with and now I only have a more minor one. But pretty down about life in general.
